Some Ladies Collect Dust

pockets full of dust.

2009-06-03T12:17:00.000-07:00

it's a terrible feeling to owe a debt. i have bills piling up and up... my company has delayed my paycheck it's been a week so far... I have 30 bucks to my name. and only empty promises of a paycheck. i took my state license test yesterday, wont find out for 6 weeks if i passed, would be shocked if i did... although i really wish i could lie in bed and wake when this is all over, life goes on.

i think it's funny, how when things go wrong, that's when i turn to God. i'm a very unfaithful friend. it reminds me of a scripture that says it's hard for a rich man to get into heaven. i think i finally understand. when i have money, i feel self sufficient and content with life. when i'm broke i feel so in need of God, not to bail me out, but to sit with me and comfort me through the process. and he always does. and i feel better than when i had lots of money.

So yesterday, a good friend of mine and i set about being friends with God again. We started a process that provides aguidline to get you through the bible in 90 days. I have to read every single day, and i'm actually excited about this! I need God as my friend, and why should he be mine, if i'm not his. I miss Him.

there and back again.

2009-05-18T07:05:00.000-07:00

It's always nice to visit where your heart is. to visit the people who will love you forever, and longer if they could. for me, fresh breezes and home cooked food, miles and miles of beautiful rolling hills and the countless trees in which adventures and our imaginations grew much too large, is the only place my heart could live. It doesn't have a lot going on, just a quiet peace.

a much needed trip up the hills with my cousin, Tal. you must conclude we were somewhere in the country, where people chew the things that grow. we all do it, it's a thing.

So here, i always thought that mother's day flowers were just a one time event, that the flowers are only alive for a few days, then mother's day is over when they die. here at my grandmother's, the flowers are still kickin' and much prettier than when we gave them to her. she deserves everlasting flowers.

I always hate returning home. but i'm not meant to be here yet.

planticide.

2009-05-18T07:00:00.001-07:00

there was a murder in my house, friday.

Don't let the look of innocence misguide you. she's guilty.

good stuff

2009-04-21T09:18:00.000-07:00

A Fine Frenzy is the lovely Alison Sudol and her piano. Her album released in 2007, but I just recently discovered her...yesterday. So I strongly recommend checking this chick out. Very talented indeed.

I need a camera to my eye...

2009-03-31T12:42:00.000-07:00

i'm finally getting that camera i always said i would. it's a nikon d 60. i must say i am pretty excited about this. Now i can fill this thing up with good quality pictures and such. maybe have some real proof of my adventures?

"I need a camera to my eye To my eye, reminding Which lies I have been hiding which echoes belong" Kamera by Wilco

in the beginning

2009-03-19T12:55:00.000-07:00

i made this for all things good. the world is too depressing sometimes and we all need a break... i hope to just bring the things i personally enjoy in hopes that maybe you will too, or you already do.

here are a list of things i'd like to share in this blog, little things we all enjoy in life.
. great books
. fashion
. great stores
. design
. artist and their art
. good bands
. good thoughts
. life lessons

things you probably shouldn't expect:
. capital letters (i'm just too lazy)
. depressing stories (unless they have really happy endings)
. things that i don't like. (it's my blog, i can be biased)

i really do hope you enjoy this for your casual reading. there is not much too it now, but hold on...

"i need to laugh and when the sun is out i've got something i can laugh about i feel good in a special way i'm in love and it's a sunny day..." --good day sunshine- the beatles